It’s 4 a.m and the waves of the blue sea are subtly heard crashing against the shoreline
Sleeping is nearly impossible at this hour
Each morning sunrise, colors run into each other
Like my inner strength unexpectedly does to me
Some days are brighter and others seem to fade
Clouds contain feelings and prayers the same way they hold the rain
It’s strange how not being able to let out any feelings and wanting to remove them at the same time can hold me, hostage
All I can do is breathe, let it all go and see what stays
White clouds turn dark and thunder pounds to the beat of my heart
I feel so fragile right now…
Emotions come pouring out with the downpour of rain, washing my fears away
I realize you broke my heart but opened my eyes
I am somehow grateful for all this pain and grief
Suddenly, the sun comes out behind the same clouds that blocked it
It shines a light on everything, including me
Everything makes sense now
I feel the wind, wrapping around my shoulders, and running through my hair
As if a Higher Power brushes all the toxicity away
It’s a new start now, I can’t lose me to keep you
As time goes on, sunsets are a reminder to lay it all down once and for all
Healing is not linear and I believe this to be true
At night, the waves of the blue sea subtly crash against the shoreline again
I look up and ask the moon and stars for yet another miracle
That’s what people do when needing guidance
I realize you are like the moon and stars, loved and out of reach
However, I trust the force that guides them also guides me too
Now it’s time to close my eyes to old ends
And open my heart to new beginnings
From sea to sky…
“For a star to be born, there is one thing that must happen; a gaseous nebula must collapse. So collapse. Crumble. This is not your destruction. This is your birth” ~ Zoe Skylar
This blog is dedicated to one of my close friends, Caroline Gilbert who is going through a difficult time but she is a strong woman who can get through this. We have all been heartbroken before so you are not alone my friend. One day you will wake up and be in a new place of peace and calm. Where everything feels right. For now, be at peace with where you’ve been and know that you are being guided to something even better. Please have a listen to the song Fragile by Sting and have a great weekend ❤
Much Love,
Jen ❤
XO
Thanks for helping in my inner storm…love you… blessed to have you as a friend. ❤❤
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My pleasure, keep going! I’m blessed to have you as a friend too ❤
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So painfully raw, Jen. I hope your friend feels better soon.
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Thanks so much for your support Deepika. I hope she’s better soon too 🌹🌹
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Yeah ❤ And how are you doing, my lady? ❤
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Haha, I’m good thanks my lady! ❤ What’s new with you? Your writing is beautiful by the way 😍
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Good to know you’re doing awesome 😍 Hehe, nothing’s new really, well maybe the fact that I’m binge reading Game of Thrones for the very first time and trying to stay away from spoilers 😁 What’s new with you? Aww,, thank you so much, love!! That means so much!! Your writing is absolutely beautiful ❤️
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Good for you with GOT!! 😀 I’m doing well, just doing my thing here 😉 Aaww thank you for liking my writing Deepika it means alot ❤❤
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Awesome to know, Jen!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Have you read GoT?
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These are powerful words. You’re a great friend. The song mentioned at the end is beautiful too.
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Thanks for reading Darshith and being so supportive 😍 I like the song too, I wanted to add something nice at the end like you do in your blogs 😀
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I hope that you’re enjoying the summer, Jenn!
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Hi Rob!! I’m having a really great summer, the weather is awesome and I took some time off in July. How’s your summer going there? 😀
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